
The airport is an hour or so away. Deron is heading to Boca Raton for an award ceremony. I'm excited for him winning in the category of Innovation. Anyone who knows Deron knows he if there's a will, there's a way. His award centers around his patent. The idea behind the patent will actually save a company millions of dollars over the course of just a few years. He is awesome. I wish I could've gone with him.
We're taking him to the airport today (2 1/2 hours) and picking him up tomorrow (2 1/2 more hours). I guess we'll take our schoolwork in the van. We have a pumpkin activity day with friends this afternoon, and we have company coming in tomorrow night through Saturday. I'm looking forward to it, but I feel stretched as far as I can comfortably stretch. They'll probably work ahead, so they won't have much to do Friday while we have company.

Writing all this down helped me to think it out. I'm feeling a little less stressed.
I had the comment made to me, recently, "I bet you're able get so much done since you're home and all..." I had to fight the urge to roll my eyes.
Most school days, I am teaching one or more of them for seven to eight hours, and when I'm not with one of the kids, the others are living in the house, eating constantly, doing things that will eventually require work to clean up...It's like raking leaves on a windy day or shoveling snow in a snowstorm. The other hours I'm trying to take care of the house, trying get meals and snacks on the table, and trying to take care of all the inanimate things that cry for my attention all day long. I'm trying to take care of myself by writing in various locations and by working out almost every day. (I let the girls "work out" with me, and that is adorable. Really.)

Deron is amazing for my self esteem. Sometimes, I don't see the forest for the trees, and he reminds me how pretty the leaves are. Sometimes, all I see is work. All I see is what we haven't done. All I see is how far we have to go. And then I'm reminded to look back and see how far we've come. Sometimes, I have to adjust my view and see what all we've accomplished.
So for today and tomorrow, we'll grab our books and do "car school," and we'll finish at home. And my prayer is that it will be enough.
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